John 5:30: I am able to do nothing from Myself . Even as I hear, I judge, and my judgement is right, because I do not seek or consult my own will, (I have no desire to do what is pleasing to myself, my own aim, my own purpose), but only the will and pleasure of the Father who sent me.

For the past few days I have felt a pressing need to act.  As the consequences of sin have rolled in in the form of financial insecurity, ever growing debt, and foreclosure I have had a restlessness in my spirit that has rooted and caused many problems; anger, doubt, fear, impatience, depression.  I feel a sense of hopeless and every action I have taken, job searching, government assistance etc has been met with failure.  I don't know what to do or where to turn.  I find that I'm questioning why I'm still here in limbo what is it that God is trying to get through to me?  My heart is desperately seeking God's will and finding his will in my life.  I struggle to understand what is my purpose, I feel so lost and wondering.

I pray for direction.  I pray for guidance and I pray for the next step to be revealed to me.  I surrender my will to God and ask to hear His voice lovingly coaching me into the right direction.  I surrender my fears and accept his embrace.